Girl, tongue unbitten.

Nonsensical musings and scribbles from a bored Australian lass. Check 'About Deer' for more info or drop me an ask :B

July 21, 2012 3:24 pm

I just feel like in a few years i’m not going to be anything to anyone, anymore.

I don’t know what i’m doing with myself, or my life or my relationships.

I don’t have the drive to do anything for myself even if a lot of the things that are meant to make people happy are right before me.

Feels like i’m wasting breath sometimes, because I don’t just reach out and grab life.

I don’t want to disappoint anyone when it feels like taking a risk and trying something will inevitably let someone down. It’s easier to do nothing but i’m still not happy.

I KNOW the advice i’d give to someone saying the exact same shit but it’s hard to DO something even when you know it.

I’m just waiting to feel it, I guess.

  1. stormybabe said: You know I’m always around if you need someone to talk to :3
  2. balletvamp said: sweetheart D: I know personally, Ive been distant lately for a long time, but I will always be your friend :D no matter how long goes by. *HUGS SO TIGHT* you’re amazing and deserve ALL the happiness <3
  3. hatmaninc said: i know exactly how you feel. Running away to canada was the single best thing for working all the stuff out. But when I came back with a positive sense of self and purpose, it didn’t fit with everyone else’s plans and views of me.back to killing time
  4. chimeratea said: You’ll always be something to me. You’re my other half and I can’t live without you. You’ll find your footing and things will turn out.
  5. thisisbeabe said: If it will make you feel better I can post hairless cats.
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