I don’t know what i’m doing with myself, or my life or my relationships.
I don’t have the drive to do anything for myself even if a lot of the things that are meant to make people happy are right before me.
Feels like i’m wasting breath sometimes, because I don’t just reach out and grab life.
I don’t want to disappoint anyone when it feels like taking a risk and trying something will inevitably let someone down. It’s easier to do nothing but i’m still not happy.
I KNOW the advice i’d give to someone saying the exact same shit but it’s hard to DO something even when you know it.
I’m just waiting to feel it, I guess.